When I've also recently gone through (am 
finishing?) a period of very "downness" about 
hobbies. ^_^;

But it also sounds a lot like you really don't 
want to say goodbye to this point of your life. A 
year in some ways isn't a long time, but in other 
ways, it can feel long and create a signifigant 
impact on your life - on who you feel you are and 
how you think. Subconsciously, you might feel 
that in two weeks you will be facing a need to 
redefine yourself from what you have become over 
the past year. . . and that's not an easy thing 
to do.

So for the next couple weeks, don't feel pressured
to keep up with hobbies that (for now) aren't as 
important to you. There are other things in your 
life currently which need to be wrapped up, and 
you'll much more regret it later if you ignore 
those things now.

So my cel is to tell you: No matter how big and 
complicated your maze of feelings seems, just 
remember there will always be freinds there to 
help you find your way through it. ^_^

Many Sharp Smiles,
--Drac