Everyone here will try to cope with what has
happened in their own way. Although pushing
forward with everyday life will help for some
people, others simply _need_ to take a few days
to stand back, sit down, and take their thoughts
away from the world.
At the university that I'm at, I see people
coping with this tragedy in more ways that I
could have imagined. Personally, I spent a
large amount of time yesterday cleaning and
rearranging things in my room without much of a
real reason to do so, other than that that's
just what I do when I'm under stress.
One of my professors in the Fine Arts department
was contemplating the amount of artwork that
will be produced by people trying to express
their grief over the countless deaths. I've
also heard of a Chemistry instructor giving a
lecture on how and why a building collapses when
a plane runs into it. Although some might see
focusing on possible artwork as frivilous or
analyzing the science of what has happend as
insensitive or callous, I see both as equally
valid responses -- it helps just as many people
to express their feelings through artwork as it
does to cling to the natural laws of physics
that both allow such tragedies to happen and
give structure to the universe.
I still went to classes, I still went to work,
and I still checked keep-track as I normally
would. Still, I didn't get much work done in
class or on the job, and even an update that
would have otherwise made me ectatic didn't seem
to matter much. Perhaps as just an effect of
shock, I was just going through the motions of a
regular day, without ever really putting much
focus on what I was doing.
Hoping that this is as helpful to anyone else as
it was to me writing it,
Tim
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