I feel for you ... it is always the most 
difficult for the ones who have to go on with the 
memory of the one who is gone.  

This is Sakura holding herself together bravely 
after Yukito has told her the truth about who his 
most special person really is.  This moment hurts 
too, and more deeply than even she realizes.  But 
she lives through it, and it helps her mature.  I 
hope your coping with your hurt does the same for 
you.