And to add to that, if a cel can make your life 
complete, you may want to rethink this as a 
hobby. My cels have done a lot for me, but they 
have never put me at great financial risk, and 
they are not at the top of my list of what I need 
to be "complete." Best of luck though, I know how 
frustrating it can be sometimes when you are low 
on funds.