I NEVER thought it was possible outside 
anime/romance movies. 
You get a bad crush on a guy, you feel bad 
whenever he's more than a yard away from you, you 
leave school cuz he's absent, you feel like 
crying (or, you cry) when you think of the 
distance between you and him, but you also feel 
ill when he's near. You're sorta all sunshine 
when he talks to you looking at you, or when you 
can make him laugh, you hurt when you watch him, 
and you realize the line in the letter you wrote 
him, "I won't jump outta the window if you 
say "no", and I know I don't have a chance 
anyways" was a total lie to yourself, and you 
slam the door shut behind yourself so you can 
bawl alone. You wanna take a few medical steps to 
get yourself more to his *possible* liking, and 
you consider an !!attempted!! suicide, mentioning 
him in your bai-bai note so he gets the final 
hint.
He does like me, buy he seems to avoid me a bit 
since the letter. We're no longer fooling around 
together in classes ;__;
DAMN, I thought that'd be something for 
sentimental fools, but maybe I'm one of them 
(then bigtime).

So.. got any lovesick-to-the-point-of-ohmygod 
cels? Heh, I bet lotsa Miaka ^__^ (and I thought 
she was silly with her Tamahome-thing)


(using own server^^)

Nyo ;__;
Anna *on kill-your-frustration-by-stuffing-
yourself-with-sweets-mission*