Well... the first one, Zelgadiss, is one of my
last bought prod' cels. Niisan's Nee-samas sold
him for $meep on eBay, some guy and me drove it
up to $owch. But, that one was a DREAM I had to
scrap in order to be able to pay those half-a-k
to Celga for the one below as they were on YJ at
the same moment, but I had to have the big one
first.
So, my sweat ran when it popped up on eBay over a
year later...
Well, as for the biggie, I just put it on my WL
with a $10 bounty when I found it on YJ! Oh the
tears at the price, but since I'm blessed, I knew
I'd find a way out... so I emailed them, they
accepted, and the payment plan forced me to sell
my beloved katanas... ah... (and much more). But
I made it. I love that cel, it's a gem!
The third was fun. 5000Y start bid, some 25,000
end... I just HAD to have Chichiri patting
Tasuki's head! Eventhough it looked like poop on
the auction scan... I worked shift that day, and
my shift fell on the auction's end. My boss was
sooooooooooooooo nice to let me come a bit later
and bid :) But, the auction extended and I had my
mum bid at work. Success: she phoned me on my
mobile, all happy. I was just crossing a
huuuuuuge cross point on the hi-way (I walk
square and across if it shortens my way and gives
me a kick of danger.. MUAHA!) with my headphones
Yami-no-Matsueiing me deaf, so I almost got run
over twice or thrice as my mum told me about our
victory ;) I so love the cel! I even painted it a
background :)
Conclusion: My first name, Anna, means
gifted/blessed. I am blessed to get what I want
when it's about materialistic stuff. Unimportant
stuff one might also call it.
For my second one, Myriam, from Maria, the bitter
(loser), read on below if you want (I know you
don't).
Fun aside... I never really fought for a person.
And I never WON when I did (animals incl.).
Here's where I ask myself: why can I fight with
all means for a chunk of acetate, yet quit after
a small moral speech and lose to a suicidal loved
one?
Yeah, reading this rant is voluntary (advice in
further procedure with that moron appreciated
heavenly):
"I'm born to lose, I'm gonna throw my life away,
I'm tired!" (in a nutshell, that's the digest
from HIM)
"You're wrong, you're just too lazy and scared to
take it on! Don't quit or you'll regret it!" (my
nutshelled words)
And I who decided to move his butt no matter how
hard he'd resist and insist on destroying
himself: "Happy holidays, quitter!" and left and
cried.
I have no problem with my having to repeat the
11. grade. I left him to throw himself away which
I swore to absolutely prevent.
So WHY can people fight for cels but back off or
lose their temper against loved ones, fearing a
bigger fight, maybe their wrath or a broken jaw?
I could have helped him if only I'd yelled,
cried, begged, cursed him, kept him company, and
NOT leave.
Got any idea of how frustrating that is? I lost
him. Everybody loves him, he just won't see it.
Great pleading job, Anna!
Ugh... yeah...
Anna-not-Ryen
PS Immediate fat-$$-easy-job or diploma in 2
years? |