I didn't think your post was really in any way 
wrong previously.  I didn't see it as any kind 
of an insult to the webmaster, nor did I see it 
as a ploy to draw viewers to your site.  You 
just made a mistake, plain and simple - we all 
do it from time to time. :)

However, your comment about being suicidal and 
that nearly pushing you over the edge is 
troublesome. I honestly hope you're getting some 
kind of counciling for yourself... :(  You're 
asking for help by posting it - and I sincerely 
pray you'll think about that, and take some 
action if you haven't already. At the very 
least, talk to your closest friends about how 
you're feeling lately. 

Anyway.. I don't think anyone was really being 
judgemental of you (with maybe one 
exception :p) - all that I saw were people 
saying no, the person really does own all those 
cels... hard as it is to believe it. ^^;

Please take care of yourself, and just ignore 
the people who try and start a flame war - 
either here or through emails.  It's just not 
worth getting yourself worked up over. (Easier 
said then done, I know.. but believe me when I 
say I can understand how you feel - been there 
myself, although to a lesser extent.)