Thank you for all the encouragement and advise.  
All the story that you guys gave me actually make me 
feel better and I couldn't be more happy for those 
that whose dream came true.  I just realize that the 
fun of cel collecting is to hunt it down more than to 
own it.  I'm gonna keep looking and with my luck, I 
might have my own story to tell someday for those 
that are hopeless. Thanks again.