Aw man, I know that. I once CONFESSED to a guy 
formerly in my class who always made approaches 
on me, and then after I told him how I felt (over 
ICQ and my face was burning up after I 
hit "Send"), he started to avoid me, now I saw 
him hand in hand with another girl. I'm happy for 
him, but... ack.
And look, I'm much unluckier. My first, bigger-
than-possible crush (I slept next to him during 
classes - he was sleeping, too. I did whatever he 
told me to do and went out of my way for him) was 
GAY and had 2 boyfriends at that time. Umm...

Ah well, guess what - a playboy ain't worth your 
grief, always keep that in mind :) 
So cheer up ^__^ Be genki!
Oh, and... tell the guy to buy the "Enjoy 
English" VHS... it's ridiculous enough to show  
Puraibooi-kun just how much a kid he really is >)

My reaction to seeing that girl on Stef's hand 
(and also after realizing I just confessed to him 
and after hearing N. talk about his two 
boyfriends):

(folks, it's sold)

One tip for the next one - be straight 4ward, as 
soon as you know YOU WANT HIM, try and take him! 
Buy It Now, not Place Proxy Bid.

Peace,
Anna

PS My own current center of attention is here:
http://fancels.org/ppl/jochan.htm
And maybe his cuteness cheers you up a bit ^__^