Well, after all the stressing out over some 
silly guy, I heard back from a really nice girl 
that I used to talk about these kind of things 
with while I was over in Japan.  She went to our 
same school, and was interested in getting to 
know us foreign students.  Anyway, she just told 
me that the guy that I like and was thinking 
about spilling my guts to already found a new 
girlfriend.  ^^;;  She said that he and his old 
girlfriend used to fight alot, but this new girl 
is really nice and they don't fight.  lol  And 
I'm like..... wait a mainute!  No body told me 
about this!  lol  So, that's that, I'm giving up 
on this guy, whether or not he's figured out my 
feelings for him.  I don't really feel 
comfortable liking a guy that would so easily 
find a new girlfriend after his old relationship 
went down the drain...  I guess he's just a 
player, a major flirt, and maybe it's better 
that nothing ever happened between us, because I 
probably would have always worried if he really 
liked me of if he was secretively flirting with 
a zillion other girls.  So, now I just gotta put 
that behind...  I just had a feeling that I was 
kinda being "used" for my English speaking 
ability... lol  He so wants to learn english, 
but at least now I know it wasn't because of me 
or anything like that.  =P  Wishful thinking, I 
guess.  OH well...

Anyway, kinda along these lines, here's a cel of 
Feena that I just won from the Ys II OVA.  She 
pretty much captures the way I'm feeling right 
now.  ::sigh::

Rekka