It's been months since I threw the brush. Really, 
everytime I think "Why not make a fancel", I 
remember back ache, boredom, runny paint, etc. 
WHY did the enthusiasm leave me?! WHY is my paint 
hardening in its pots? WHY is a money-loving 
Tamahome-equivalent like me not taking any more 
commissions? 
My cels weren't bad (except the last ones which 
lacked enthusiasm). So... somehow... I need a 
push... I WANT to paint again, but somehow...

HELP! Please ;__; 
Anna