Awwwww Lia, don't stress!! No bad thoughts 
coming from this direction either. I have been 
following your updates and I knew that you were 
going through a very rough time. Your mental 
well-being is much more important than a cel. As 
I told you in the very beginning, I don't mind 
waiting in the least. ^_^ Take care of yourself 
(and poke that husband of yours in the 
behind :p ) 

Sending a big hug your way,
Jamie