For those of you who have orders through me, I 
would like to make a public apology...

This isn't a ploy to make you feel sorry for me 
or to mislead you... It's just something that I 
feel I owe you guys....

I am sorry for the long wait I have put some 
people through. Most emails for the past couple 
of weeks have gone unanswered and orders 
unshipped.... I am deeply sorry for this and I 
cannot express how bad this makes me feel. Yes I 
have stated that some were going out the 
previous week, unfortunately I cannot stand true 
by this. A lot of orders *are* completed, I just 
never find the time to ship them, let alone, 
scan them...

For those who have orders from me, I do owe you 
an explanation...and I know it's no excuse for 
my tardiness but this is pretty much what's 
going on without going into too much detail.... 

My husband and I have been going through a rocky 
marriage (which doesn't help circumstances in 
the least) ... I have been asking him to help me 
with my cels (as far as shipping them) and when 
he says he is going to help me, he doesn't, and 
the orders are left on the art table and he 
replies with "I forgot" or "I'll do it another 
day"...... Nothing gets shipped by promised date 
and it makes me look like a fool even more. So 
somehow, someway, I have to try and find a way 
to get to the post office and get the cels to 
people....Most of the time he has the car 
because of his schooling and because of the odd, 
fluctuating hours I work....I usually dont get 
off work while the post office is still open 
either, which doesn't help....I still havn't 
quit my job from hell because I hardly have the 
time or transportation to go to other 
interviews. My life in general has been a 
wreck...I have no family and very few friends to 
help me (and the few friends I do have, live in 
other states.) I have gone through such 
emotional breakdown these past few months, the 
other day I ended up having an anxiety attack 
and went to the hospital because I thought I was 
having a heart attack.... thankfully it 
wasn't....It's just only 1 person can take so 
much grief/stress in their lives.... 

I know none of this can justify for my 
credibility with everyone....but I do owe you an 
explanation at the very least..... 

For those of you who know me on a personal 
level, I thank you for your patience and kind 
words... For those of you who know me on a cel 
collector level, I do not mean to be misleading, 
and I apologize for any anger or disappointment 
I may have caused. I am trying my hardest for 
you and I owe you my deepest apologies. Tomorrow 
I am calling off work and going to the post 
office to deliver cels to the people who have 
been waiting.... plus work on a few other orders 
as well... All I can ask of you is to please 
give me a little more time and patience...

So if you want to rant, call me dishonest, or 
yell at me, you have every right to do so.... I 
am here to listen and accept anything you may 
wish to say to me.... All I can do is apologize 
from the bottom of my heart and tell you I am 
doing my best.

I am very very very sorry. 


Lia