I understand how you feel, I've had this happen 
to me as well. A few months ago Asylum sold a 
Esca cel that I would have loved to have. I 
considered it "The only Esca Cel I would ever 
want to own". I missed out on the cel. Then last 
week the person that got it sold the cel on 
their site. I had visited the site a hour before 
to look at it and to look at their for sale 
page. When I looked on the forum later there was 
a post that prices were posted by the cels.... 
the cel was already sold. I was very upset, but 
it's all part of collecting. I still love the 
hunt, and even though I have not been successful 
in getting anything lately it hasn't turned me 
off from wanting to collect. Good luck to you.