Greetings everyone,
My apologies to everyone that have ordered cels 
through me. As you guys know, I have been 
through financial. marital, and emotional (for 
better lack of a word) hell. 
For the past year since Sept, Oct, my total 
income has not sustained over $3,500. I had 
moved to Florida in hopes of building a better 
life, however the economy out there was horrible 
and jobs way too sparse, because of that, I was 
living in poverty level housing with 2 friends 
of mine and eating ramen. I had access to a 
phone and the internet all but brief, then they 
were turned off. I had found a job but they laid 
me off shortly thereafter because the economy 
was so bad. Places I had searched told me that I 
was overqualified or too underqualified. Hell, 
even Burger King wouldn't hire me.... "BURGER 
KING" ><     
With that, to survive, I had to sell my compter 
and some of my art supplies to try and make the 
littlest ends meet. My two friends had left the 
military and had the same problems I did. No 
work, no food, and barely keeping a roof over 
our heads. (We looked every day for a job and 
still nothing....) So my one friend decided to 
go back to Texas and be with his parents. My 
other friend is in North Carolina with his 
family as well. I decided in my best financial 
interest it would be best for me to live with my 
friend in Texas, who is also now the love of my 
life. (Without him I probably would have killed 
myself a while ago because depression had set in 
really bad.) So we grabbed what little we had 
left, some clothes, a $8.00 mini burner, and the 
cels supplies I had left (along with a few 
cels,)  and drove out to Texas. We have been 
here for a little while now, and are just 
starting to get back on our feet. Greg has a 
full time job and I just got part time job and 
we share the same car, so it makes it difficult 
for both of us to have full time jobs. We are 
catching up on our bills very very very slowly, 
but thankfully Greg's parents live on a farm out 
here in Texas, and they have 2 mobile homes on 
the property, so rent isnt hurting us as bad at 
the moemnt (Yep we still pay rent even though we 
live with his parents, techinally we live in the 
2nd mobile home on the farm. They live in the 
other.) We only used their phone for job 
interview processes as they would not let us use 
it for anything else. (You have to respect that 
when you are asking someone for help.) They were 
also kind enough to let us "borrow" their old 
computer so we could take care of older business 
that we havnt been able to take care of in a 
while. We just got our phone turned on 2 days 
ago and immediately set up a internet account 
through aol. 
Since this is a different computer I don't have 
access to the files that I used to have, so I'm 
going to have to dig through a lot of files 
online and find everyone's contact information 
again. I also can't remember a few passwords to 
old accounts and emails. So right now I am 
trying to contact my ex (ugh) and get that info. 
i am still not divorced either... which I had 
hoped would have happened by now...
For those of you that have been trying to reaach 
me, my sincerest apologies, and I can only hope 
and pray that I can beg for your forgiveness. I 
have not tried to deter or avoid anyone. But 
when life gets this bad, there is not much you 
can do but try and struggle and get through it 
the best that you can. I do not wish this kind 
of life upon anyone, its tough, tiresome, and at 
times very lonely, even when you have a friend 
by your side. 
So with that being said, yes I am alive, barely. 
It still amazes me that I continue to go on. But 
I do. 
For those of you that have pending orders 
through me, please send me an email at 
bakanekocels2@yahoo.com. We can discuss me 
completeing your orders or working out a refund 
process. However after all the orders are 
settled, I may just close my website for a 
while, or permanently. Too many life issues have 
been getting in my way, and having people that 
are mad at me because of cels weighs heavily on 
my concious. You guys just don't honestly know 
how many nights I have cried because I couldnt 
complete orders because of lack of art supplies, 
lack of communication tools, and I knew people 
were waiting and growing impatient with me and 
there was nothing I could d about it. (Not to 
mention other life factors that were/are 
happening at the same time.) 
I am not looking to get flamed nor am I looking 
for sympathy. Just maybe understanding me at 
best...  I am just telling you guys whats going 
on. If you want to yell at me, so be it... I 
deserve it. But I am here... I am listening... 
and I will do what I can the best that I can 
with the means that I have...
Again, I am sorry, so very sorry. Please forgive 
me
Best wishes....
Sincerely,
Lia aka BakaNekoFancels