Hey Ave,
I already wrote you personally, but I wanted to
drop a note here as well. I totally know where
you stand right now. I had a really lousy
Christmas :(. I had to go home only to find that
I was almost completely ignored, and I suddenly
realized my life was my own problem. My great
aunt also had a major stroke right before
Christmas day, and is going to pass on soon. I
havent been happy in a good while, last year was
really nasty for me for the most part. I tried
to use cels as a way to comfort myself, but, in
the end it just made everything worse. I love
cels, and I love animation..but the stress of cel
collecting is nothing to take lightly. In the
end, Id rather see the cels end up with someone
else than myself. They sit in my book and
collect dust so, Ive also decided to chill out.
Only going after my favorite character, and even
then, just a couple more to go before I bid
adieu. There are a lot of "adult" things I have
to pay for this year, so, cels will have to be
cut out. I had a tiny bit of a breakdown over
the holidays, and I realized I had been letting
some things slip by me. I too need to get my
life in order big time ^_^;;, but that can be a
good thing! Absence makes the heart grow
fonder :). Take a vacay for some time, have a
nice big breather, cels will still be here when
you want to come on back. Life can pass you by
if you arent careful, it's good to take stock
once in a while, and it will all still be around
later :). Chin up gal, see you! |