Well, I believe everything happens for a reason
and well, maybe God or whatever you believe in
had a dealing in it. I say keep it until one day
you feel moved to do something with it. Maybe
there is a purpose for you keeping it, that will
do something good for someone else. Who knows??
Sounds silly, but it could possibly be true. Fate
or God or whoever anyone believes in, wanted you
to have it I believe.
With my dream cel, I didn't even think it would
happen. Two weeks before getting it, I could not
sleep for days, having a sinking feeling in the
pit of my stomach I was going to wake and lose a
dream cel or this place would update and I
wouldn't have enough money to buy my dream cels.
It was such a strong feeling I did not sleep or
eat well and I cried that night and knew this was
something big I was dealing with and went with my
gut feeling, even though it would be hard to give
up things and just "save" the money... I was like
near panicing for some odd reason and felt like
some inner voice tell me I need to save up money-
like now and soon. Just start saving, so talked
to my bud and said I was going to sell some cels,
for some odd reason, felt moved to just have a
kitty saved up in case it happened-I mean it was
an odd feeling and it took over my life for two
weeks or more, selling some cels I loved, but in
case something happened, which I had to smack
myself, was a stupid thought, but it was nagging
at me day and night. I did what my gut feeling
told me to do and not spend a cent of that money
and let it sit in Paypal. Finally, had a lot of
money saved up and it just sat there for a while,
untouched, and I passed up on a lot of cels I
liked and lost...but was going with my inner
feeling and not to spend it, even though I had no
clue why something was telling me not to. And I
was like, "Ok God, what next?" and so...I
patiently waited for a sign or a next move to
happen. Behold, I got an e-mail from someone
telling me maybe I should make an offer and
etc... on this cel they saw. I was like that same
day had a thought to do it, but I wasn't going to
do it because the thought was insane the cel was
a wish too grand to even try for. I thought I
would never get a hold of something so beautiful,
but well, put my faith where it needed to be and
prayed and had people praying and well... Thanks
to that person's e-mail they sent me, telling me
I should go for it... (that was the final measure
that pushed me to do it.) I thought it was stupid
to try, but well...they sold it to me! Now,
that's what I call the power of the God I believe
in, because if I hadn't gotten that e-mail, I
never would have asked. And to make things more
spooky...I didn't know how much they would sell
it to me for, but I saved up the exact same
amount it was sold for, which still boggles my
mind to this day....dunno, something that
happened to me that made me feel well, we are not
alone in thie cel communitity... *spooky voice* |