see, that's the thing - I can appreciate your 
apology, and that's all cool.  But I wish you'd 
stop taking posts and saying "Hey, there's proof 
everyone hates me."  It is easy to mistake the 
tone of an electronic message.  When I say go buy 
it and be happy, I meant go out and put a big bid 
on it and maybe you'll get it and maybe you'll be 
happy.  When one person tells another to be 
happy, I don't know how you can construe it as an 
insult, especially when it's followed by a smiley!
Sorry the cel is going too high for you.  I don't 
know your personal financial situation but 
figured you must have saved something significant 
toward the cel as you've been posting about one 
for a while now.  If I knew that I only wanted 2 
cels for my whole collection, ever, and that they 
weren't TOO rare (ie, nice norikos from TV have 
actually been more plentiful in my experience 
than Tamahomes) then I would be free to spend 
more than I normally would on a cel.